N:OW

i felt transparent without considering myself vulnerable & easy to read

you understood my story without me needing to speak

with you i convinced myself that i’m not weak

subconsciously

you validated my strength

you had no idea

you’d make me laugh at times my ego told me

i should be isolated in my dark room crying because that was the only safe sanctum

i guess that was another distortion my shadows helped me believe

you’d touch my hand gently

in the moment i felt my demons reaching out pretending to be a friend to me

i had to stand still in the now letting you come on to me

understanding that if i move i’ll forever be lost

- micayla <3

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